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Sep. 1st, 2005 @ 09:07 pm (no subject)
I am here safe, and I am having a blast!


This is all that needs to be said! *hugs* everyone have a great (and safe) Labor Day Weekend!

-Josh
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Aug. 31st, 2005 @ 10:12 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: One Song, Glory ~Rent
I am soooo fucking excited I cannot begin to explain it, but I am sure most of you already have heard enough about it!


YAY! I get to go see Ian this weekend. 4 Days and 4 Nights! This is so great, I am so excited and I can barely contain it.

I would write longer, however I need to finish laundry and packing and a myriad of other things before I go to sleep and I need a good night rest! All of you make sure to have fun Labor Day Weekend, but don't do anything I wouldn't do! *wink*
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Aug. 11th, 2005 @ 01:29 am (no subject)
Okay, a friend of mine is in the hospital because of major pains that may be related to a recent surgery. So I have a favor to ask of all of you....

Please pray, cast spells, cross your figures, do a little dance... Whatever it is you do, please do this for her.

FEEL BETTER HEATHER!

Thanks everyone
*hugs*
~Josh
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Aug. 10th, 2005 @ 12:43 am (no subject)
HE WROTE BACK!

DUMB!


Hey Josh,

How are you? I'm doing great. You really don't have to feel sorry for me. The God of the Bible IS the one true God. He is always gonna be God and I am His child. He is a sovereign God--He's in charge--He's the ruler of the universe. And I'm convinced that He is well able to take care of my needs. You said that you have been saved and born again and then you said you are pagan. But those two things are in opposition to each other. So how can that be?
Did you know that for a person to be a follower of Christ, that person MUST deny himself? True faith in God results in obedience to God’s word and a willingness to give up our own selfish desires. Look at what Jesus said in this passage:
Matthew 16:24-25

24 Then Jesus said to his disciples, If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. 25 For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it.

And just about the same thing is found in Mark 8 and Luke 9. Jesus told us to deny ourselves of our own selfish desires—to give those up and to follow him and to obey him. Verse 25 is saying that if we live our lives following our own selfish desires, then we will lose our life. But if we will lose our life for Christ’s sake—if we will give up our own selfish desires and follow God’s will for our lives, then we will find, or preserve, our lives.

I'm willing to give up my own desires because I know that God has something MUCH better for me than I could possibly have apart from Him. Did you know that God is perfect and NEVER makes any mistakes? God knows everything and there is nothing that ever escapes his knowledge. God can do anything He chooses to do at any time He chooses to do so. God loves us and only wants what is best for us. So why would anyone want to go their own way and do their own thing when that is against God? Do you think your wisdom and power is greater than that of God? If not, then why wouldn't you want to submit to God and do what He says is right and live the way He wants you to live? Have a good day Josh and I hope you will email me again soon.

God bless you,

Rick




My reply, as I am now done with him...


This is where I finish our little chat. You are bordering on harassment. Listen, you call me misguided, when I think you are completely misguided yourself. We are going to have to agree that we will disagree. I know Christians that would look at you in shame for what you do. Continue to cruise the various gay personals sites that you do. Continue to try to tell others how so very right you are and how so very wrong, nasty, and vile we are. Keep up your passive aggressive need for dominance over people. Keep up your verbal bashing albeit passive to try to change people. Who knows, maybe you will change a few (and I pity them as well) or maybe better yet...you will depress one enough to actually kill themselves...rid the world of one more sinful faggot... because it is people like you that made me almost kill myself. You will not ever contact me again. Don't bother responding to this, I don't want to hear it. I didn't want to hear it nearly a year ago, I don't want to hear it now. I am done with you Rick.

And I will be reporting you to XY.com for harassment of not only myself but others. Thank you and have a great day.

-Josh


This will hopefully conclude my contact with Rick.
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Aug. 9th, 2005 @ 12:56 pm (no subject)
Okay, so I had a really really weird dream last night.

If you have seen the movie IT then you may understand my dream a bit more. It was based off from that movie. The first half of the dream was the movie... and the second part of the dream was me and some friends being hunted down, by some monsterous murderer clown. Yeah, not fun. And the worst part about it is that I had the dream all night... litterly all night. I woke up several times, around midnight, 2 am, 4 am, and 7 am.... I actually woke up one time screaming help.

Yeah, so that was weird.

That is all.
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Aug. 8th, 2005 @ 11:40 am (no subject)
Alright...well, I am at work...

It is another day and another Monday, I am trying to just get through the day without going mad!!! Haha. The day is not going so bad at all and I don't have to do a calibration call today...


(Background information: I am in the Quality Assurance Deptartment now, so we monitor all of the gateway calls to be sure that the employees are doing their jobs properly. The Calibration calls are used to be sure all the QA Reps are grading the employees similar and how Gateway Headquarters wants us to grade.)

Anyway, my arm hurts... My coworker and I were joking about how today sucks, but we are glad we didn't have the calibration today. So, I said jokingly said I would have to kill myself if we had a calibration and my manager heard this and joking said we did. So, knowing she was joking I mimed slitting my wrist with a twix wrapper folded in half... I don't know how it happened, but the little fucker was sharp...it actually broke my skin and make me bleed a little! DAMMIT! haha, but now it just looks like a little scratch. I mean... HOW MUCH WOULD IT HAVE SUCKED IF I DIED FROM A TWIX WRAPPER! It isn't possible, but could you imagine how lame that would be.

On a less frivolous point... I am feeling very avoided and/or ignored recently. This is not just one person, or two people, or even three people. It is numerous people. So yeah, feeling avoided/ignored...this sucks. If I am not being avoided ore ignored by the (and I repeat) NUMEROUS people...then why must I be the person that always instigates conversation. Why am I the one that always makes the effort?! I am sick of it. I feel like with many people if I don't call, I will never hear from them. With that being said, I will not continue to try over and over and over again. I will not waste my time with people that show no interest in being my friend. I will not waste my time with people that are not going to put as much into a friendship as I am.

So yeah, that sounded like I am angry, really I am not. I am just over it. I am done wasting my time with people where the energy could be better focused on someone else willing to actually work at a growing friendship rather than the unwilling stagnant behavior that I am coming across more and more.

Back to work!
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Aug. 8th, 2005 @ 12:13 am Fun with corpses...well she isn't REALLY a corpse....
Current Mood: eh...
Current Music: Everything ~Lifehouse
If you have Myspace then you should go visit my page. www.myspace.com/the_endless_waltz and look at my most recent comment from Danny. It is loads of fun and can keep you occupied for hours.

Also...if she gets stuck, click and hold the left mouse button and drag...she will move with the pointer...you can even squeeze her through some of the tightest openings...then drop her and see her bounce and roll!! ...hehe...what fun!

I have had the song Everything stuck in my head for the past hour... I love that song, so many happy memories. :)

I don't want to work...blah...hah!

NIGHT!

~Josh
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Aug. 5th, 2005 @ 08:33 pm Bible Thumper: Revisited
Current Mood: drained
How many people remember that guy that emailed me back in November....the bible thumper that I had to put into place...?


Well, if you don't remember, or you weren't around then, go ahead and go back to my entries on November 24rh and 30th....Do so now and read what we talked about before proceeding further....

I do however say things that are not very friendly towards God. If you would be offended don't read. You have been warned. If you read this anyways, I don't want to hear stupid comments or silly words thrown at me, because you were warned. Any such attempt to argue with my views or what I said will swiftly be dealt with...most likely a verbal crushing or decimation. If you don't believe me...then I will get Marsha to help out!

Post #1
Post #2


Okay so yeah...you remember him now, or are at least know of him now. Great! Moving along now...

( Letters )

And now for a health update...I am doing well and almost fully recovered...that is all.

-Josh
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Aug. 3rd, 2005 @ 01:13 am (no subject)
Don't worry about me...

I am glad you two are happy.

This post is for someone very specific and he knows who he is.


- Don't worry about me being angry. I'm not.
- Don't worry about me being hurt. This of course I am, but it is natural and I am not going to let this sort of thing stress me out... I have too much to deal with.
- Please don't feel awkward around me.
- AND MOST IMPORTANTLY: You are two of my good friends. I adore you both. Be happy and have fun.

This is all I have to say.
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Jul. 13th, 2005 @ 05:27 pm (no subject)
I will no longer read the cheesy horoscopes that come in my email any longer. I have decided that they are bad. Not only are they probably poorly written by some strange person that doesn't know virgo from picses, but they are also probably in it just to make some money.

That really isn't the reason though. The reason being, that I think that by reading a horoscope (one that is probably very fake and randomized) leads you to believe something is going to happen...you thus focus all of your energy on that particular thing and it does. I shall play no more of this sick little game.

That's all I have to say about that.

Fin.
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Jul. 8th, 2005 @ 12:40 pm (no subject)
I would really really like to leave work right now, but it is going well. The job is loads less stressful than my last...and my boss is very pleased with how I am doing. I am holding my own against people that have been doing the job for many months. HOORAH for me! Haha Gotta run!
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Jul. 4th, 2005 @ 07:26 pm (no subject)
I am taking some 'me time.'

I have no idea how long it is going to last, it may be an hour....it may be a week. During this time, I may not answer my phone. Don't take it as personally. I just don't want to talk to you at that moment...or anyone else for that matter. If there is an emergency...leave a voice mail, I will listen to them. If there is a matter of importance, or you are just saying hi...please also leave a message, I will listen to it, and when I feel like talking to someone, I will call you back.

Right now, I think this is what I want and need. You guys are my friends and I love you all to pieces, but I want some time to myself. Take care and have good days for me.

And yes, I am alright... I just want some time to myself.

If you don't know my phone number...it is...
754-368-5838

Again, leave a message...
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Jul. 4th, 2005 @ 06:46 pm (no subject)
I think....I made a mistake, sorry...
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Jul. 1st, 2005 @ 02:44 am (no subject)
I am bored...entertain me!
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Jun. 29th, 2005 @ 09:37 pm (no subject)
Sorry I have been so lax the last couple of days with updating....if you don't like it...too bad.

So yeah, I got a new shirt, or more accurately Marsha got me a new shirt...and it is great and I am wearing it to Coli (which is prolly where we will end up on Friday).

"Hi, You'll do.."

Hehe! Good fun.


Anyway, the job is going alright...it is kicking my ass though, because I am not used to having to get up at 6:30 in the morning, but I am sure I will get used to it soon enough. At least I am home by 5:30 each and every day.

NICE!

More to update later...and HAPYY BIRTHDAY RION!
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Jun. 28th, 2005 @ 09:41 pm (no subject)
Believe it or not you can read it.

I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid. Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer inwaht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas thought slpeling was ipmorantt.





All I have to say is good fun!
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Jun. 27th, 2005 @ 01:23 am (no subject)
Tomorrow I start my new position...or rather today actually...damn I should get to bed.

At least the job is going to be easier...I don't have to talk to people anymore. All I have to do is listen to recorded calls to ensure that the technician/salesperson is doing thier job properly.

Night everyone!
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Jun. 25th, 2005 @ 05:34 pm (no subject)
1.(X)Napoleon Dynamite
2.( )Saw
3.(X)White Noise
4.( )White Oleander
5.(X)Anger Management
6.(X)50 First Dates
7.(X)Freddie vs. Jason
8.(X)Scream
9.(X)Scream 2
10.(X)Scream 3
11.(X)Scary Movie
12.(X)Scary Movie 2
13.(X)Scary Movie 3
14.(X)American Pie
15.(X)American Pie 2
16.(X)American Wedding
17.(X) Harry Potter
18.(X) Harry Potter 2
19.(X) Harry Potter 3
20.(X)Resident Evil I
21.(X)Resident Evil 2
22.(X)The Wedding Singer
23.(X)Little Black Book
24.(X)The Village
25.(X)Donnie Darko
26.(X)Lilo & Stitch
27.(X)Finding Nemo
28.( )Finding Neverland
29.(X)13 Ghosts
30.(X)Signs
31.(X)The Grinch
32.(X)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
33.(X)Butterfly Effect
35.( )Thirteen going on 30
36.(X)I, Robot
37.(X)Dodge ball
38.(X)Universal Soldier
39.(X)A Series Of Unfortunate Events
40.( )Along Came A Spider
41.(X)Deep impact
42.( )KingPin
43.(X)Never Been Kissed
44.(X)Meet The Parents
45.( ) Meet The Fockers
46.( )Eight Crazy Nights
47.(X)A Cinderella Story
48.( )The Terminal
49.(X)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
50.( )Passport to Paris
51.(X)Dumb & Dumber
52.(X)Dumb & Dumberer
53.(X)Final Destination
54.(X)Final Destination 2
55.(X)Halloween
56.(X) The Ring
57.( )The Ring 2
58.(X)Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
59.(X)Practical Magic
60.(X)Chicago
61.(X)Ghost Ship
62.(X)From Hell
63.(X)Hellboy
64.(X)Secret Window
65.(X)I Am Sam
66.( )The Whole Nine Yards
67.( )The Whole Ten Yards
68.(X)The Day After Tomorrow
69.(X)Child's Play
70.(X)Bride of Chucky
71.(X)Ten Things I Hate About You
72.(X)Just Married
73.(X)Gothika
74.(X)A Nightmare on Elm Street
75.(X)Sixteen Candles
76.(X)Bad Boys
77.(X)Bad Boys 2
78.(X)Joy Ride
79.(X)Seven (SE7EN)
80.(X)Oceans Eleven
81.( )Oceans Twelve
82.(X)Identity
83.( )Lone Star
84.(X)Bedazzled
85.(X)Predator I
86.(X)Predator II
87.(X)Independence Day
88.( )Cujo
89.(X)A Bronx Tale
90.(X)Darkness Falls
91.( )Christine
92.(X)ET
93.(X)Children of the Corn
94.(X)My Boss' Daughter
95.(X)Maid in Manhattan
96.( )Frailty
97.( )Best Bet
98.(X)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
99.(X)She's All That
100.(X)Calendar Girl
101.(X)Sideways
102.(X)Mars Attacks
103.(X) Event Horizon
104.(X)Ever After
105.(X)Forrest Gump
106.( )Big Trouble in Little China
107.(X)X-Men 1
108 (X)X-Men 2
109.(X)jeepers creepers
110.(X) Jeepers Creepers 2
111.(X)Catch Me If You Can
113.(X)Freaky Friday
114.(X)Reign of Fire
115.(X)Cruel Intentions
116.(X) Pi
117.(X)Swimfan
118.(X)Miracle
119.(X)Old School
120.( ) Ray
121.(X)The Notebook
122.(X)K-Pax
123.(X)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
124.(X)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
125.(X)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
126.(X)A Walk to Remember
127.( )Boogeyman
128.( )Hitch
129.( )Back Door Sluts 9
130.(X)South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut
131.(X)The Fifth Element
132.(X)Star Wars episode I
133.(X)Star Wars episode II
134.(X)Star Wars episode III
135.(X)Star wars episode IV
136.(X)Star Wars episode V
137.(X)Star Wars episode VI
138.(X)Troop Beverly Hills
139.( )Swimming with Sharks
140.( )Trainspotting
141.(X)People Under the Stairs
142.( )Blue Velvet
143.(X)Sound of Music
144.(X)Parent Trap (new version)
145.(X)The Burbs
146.(X)SLC Punk
147.(X)Meet Joe Black
148.( )Wild Girls
149.(X)Clockwork Orange
150.(X)The Order
151.(X)Spiderman
152.(X)Spiderman 2
153.( )Amelie
154.(X)Mean Girls
155.(X)Shrek
156.(X)Shrek 2
157.(X)The Incredibles
158.(X)Collateral
159.(X)The Fast & The Furious
160.(X)2 Fast 2 Furious
161.(X)Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
162.(X)Closer
163.(X)The Sixth Sense
164.(X)Artificial intelligence A.I.
165.( )Love Actually
166.( )Shutter
167.( )Ella Enchanted
168.(X)Princess diaries 1
169.(X)Princess diaries 2
170.( )Constantine
171.( )Million Dollar Baby
172.(X)Life of David Gale
173.( )25th hour
174.( )Vanilla Sky
175.(X)Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind
176.( )Boogy Nights
177.(X)Braveheart
178.( )The Anarchist Cook Book
179.( )My House In Umbria
180.(X)Double Jeopardy
181.(X)Monsters, Inc
182.(X)Elf
183.(X)Anchorman
184.(X)Thirteen
185.(X)The craft
186.(X)Requiem for a Dream
187.(X)Pirates of the Caribbean
188.( )Batman Begins
189. ( ) Wet Hot American Summer
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Jun. 25th, 2005 @ 04:18 pm (no subject)
okay, to answer everyone's questions.

Effectivie immediately my schedule at work is Mon-Fri 8:00am - 5:00pm

Yay!

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Alright so I went to dinner with the crew last night, that was fun, of course. At the dinner was Myself, Adam, Marsha, Brandon, Heather, Jason, and Evan. It was okay, all we did was go to Outback, but it was fun. Evan and I went on a rant about X-Men for a bit, good fun.

After dinner Myself, Adam, Marsha, and Brandon went to Coli. That too was fun. I saw Zieg for a little bit and danced with him for a little while. I saw Rion, but I was in a hurry somewhere and said I would find him later, which I could not find him, so... :(

All in all the night was good, I was really tired though, so I didn't get very drunk. Marsha's phone got broken by some stupid douche. Later on in the Hip Hop room Marsha accidently kicked me square in the balls...hard. It SUCKED! haha, I wasn't mad at her but I was definately not in the mood to be touched or bothered, so we started to walk out so I could sit down somewhere and a bunch of people were bothering me, I ended up litterally shoving people out of my way. I felt like I was going to throw up every where and this asshole grabs my arm and says, "What's wrong with you?" I proceed to tell him that I got kicked in the balls and to leave me alone. He must not have heard the first part because he started squeezing my arm and asked again. By now, I am frustrated I don't want some ugly fuck grabbing my arm, I feel like I am going to throw up and he won't let go. My response to the repeated question was, "Get the fuck off me asshole I am fine." He then twisted my arm a bit and told me to calm the fuck down. I told him if he didn't let go that I would call the police. Thank god to marsha, she was calm enough to repeatedly say to him that she accidently kicked me in the balls. Finally I ripped my arm from him, and marsha walked me over where I could sit down and then we left shortly after.

We went to IHOP, got some food, went to Marsha's, attempted to watch Practical Magic again, failed miserably, and went home.

Good fun.
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Jun. 24th, 2005 @ 01:03 pm (no subject)
Jim, Jonathan, Chris, Heather, and Jason....


Thank you guys! For the support.

I know there were others out there who would have given me support too, had you the time to actually read the post, but alas you were too lat and the results are in.

I got the job. This is wonderful and that is all!

<3 Josh
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